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because it ain't pretty washing dirty linen out in the open.
xoxo.
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[Jan. 29th, 2010|06:26 pm] |
 everybody, meet cool dude alan. (: 
I am such a mess right now, so disorganized at school, with so many things to do in the third week already, it wasnt so hectic before tho, maybe because i've started to take school more seriously that's why i am so stressed out? or maybe its just my crappy time table. so many assignements due and project meetings. I die srsly. and its the time of the month again, the backache is killing me and I think I am going to die. how on earth am I going to go cny shopping tmr?? frowns. alright, its chauffering time.
stuck in the middle at the crossroads with no idea at all what is my next move :(
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[Jan. 18th, 2010|02:30 am] |
     Supper with M&F, i love them so much (: KATSU madness. (MEL) and V's farewell (dont mind the codes), shes going to brisbane in 2 weeks! :/ sigh, people come and go so much. oh and you know what, school suck, i have been trying to read the 25 page reading for the past week and i barely made it past 20 i think, and that's only 1/3 of the readings for one module. SAD. ok, sleeping with curlers tonight. note to self: do not get angry w the sneaky online shopping community. they are immature and i should remember never to trust these people with my money. not worth getting angry over srsly. |
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[Jan. 12th, 2010|01:30 am] |
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sometimes things just get too tiring and you just wanna give up. the future is bleak and discouraging and you daren't take a step further. what can be done? im so clueless right now.
btw, first day of school sucked. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2010|10:06 pm] |
 a certain song is stuck in my head, and i can't get it out. |
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[Jan. 6th, 2010|09:25 pm] |
 
 
 
 
SCHOOL IS STARTING AND I DREAD IT.
and you know what else i dread. people who always depend on others for a good time. be it making plans to financial stuff. its like you want and all then make it work right. dont just sit there waiting for it to happen like seriously. its a busy start to the new year. with a wedding, birthdays and tons of other random happenings. and not to forget SCHOOL. shit man, dread school. I am starting to send in resumes to various companies for a part time job. I need one so bad.
And I know its so long ago but omg love shining inheritance. Jun Se is so dreamy!! and Hwan is so cute. and the two female leads are really hot too. I love their outfits. not just a normal love story, i want to kill the scheming stepmother and daughter. i know i so lag right. but this show brings up all my emotions man. love it.
and i know the answer to this already but, SHOULD I START STOCKING UP CLOTHES FOR CNY :D hahahaha.
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[Dec. 31st, 2009|03:21 am] |
 
Shoots and I went tanning and caught up alil with each other. It was relaxing and fun although we were walking around pretty much the whole time and only stopped to chill after awhile and we didnt even get our tan! though i think i got alil burnt on the arms and legs. but we're going again this monday and i'm driving! i'm kinda excited to be gg to sentosa with the car because i get to bring shit load of stuff and dont have to worry carrying it about. oh the wonders of private transportation. I should start inviting the rest, cuz we're thinking of pinic and fun under the sun! Later at night, i met up with beebers and his friends to watch enigma at substation timbre. i'm such a fan of them, they have no idea. love them. love em pizza, love em beer, loved em company. we are going to have a bucket challenge soon. excites! hahahaha
And yes, the car came today! I was woken up by my brother at 4pm (note to self: fix the damn body clock) and I totally did not believe him until i saw it for myself. its an awesome chevy aveo and it looks like the smaller version of the wish I used to drive. And I love it! heck that its a small car, it suits me and its a car god dammit! and I have this mentality that young people look better driving a smaller car over their parents mature car anyways. Im trying very hard not to put stuff toys inside the car for fear of being 'uncool' HAHAHA. kidding. I think i'll bring one of them down for the ride with me. but parking is a breeze compared to the huge ass car. i feel so compact driving it LOL.
THANKS DADDY. <3
So anyways, we went to check out the marina barrage and we got lost. it was horrible and I gave up man. but we finally reached and chilled there for awhile. and I was smart to bring my camera out without the SD card so no photo memory = no photos. :( we wanted to spend new years there but its closed for some function tmr and i reckon its gonna be packed anyways. damn, i hate such occasions because there's nth special to do, cuz all the special things are like shared with others who are literally next to you. Singapore lacks some exclusivity and scenic places that people do not alr know of. because all we ppl wanna do is just flock to all these standard places to do whatever on every special occasion thus making it not special. sigh. i'm so stuck on hw to celebrate new years now because beebers wants me to decide on that since barrage plan failed. I kinda wanna see fire works though, because its kinda like our tradition to do that every year, and it makes me feel like its really the new years. but i reckon my poor brother and maid will be alone at home cuz my sis' will be out with her boy and my parents will be away. i kinda wanna spend the new year with him too. its sad to spend the new years alone. i do wanna move on to a new year with my two fav boys..
but this year has been quite a good one for me. I feel like this year i did achieve my resolution which is to work things out and do things proper. I guess I've been hurted, laughed, cried, and loved the most this year but i know what I want now more and I feel good about myself and everything. This year's resolution is really rather personal and I havent decided if I really wanna go all out and do it full scale because I dont wanna be conforming to societal norms and media formed impressions of idealism but I guess for each decision there's a price to pay.
This is a long post I guess. but i write to rant, not to be read,
but if you read this, hola, hope you had a good year, and a better one ahead (:
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[Dec. 28th, 2009|07:13 pm] |
I'm home lazing around after waking up late for my tanning date with shootsy, guess it will have to be another day. ignored small voices in my head and beebers voice to run today because I was really too tired to do anything. after watching osbourne's christmas and teen's crib on mtv and my queen 2nd episode, made myself some barley and mash potatoes. after that, I went on to formally starting on my timetable, though i was meant to have finished it yesterday. The potential 5-day week and wreck of nm minor modules is just putting me off totally. I'm still alil sickly and I feel like drinking. maybe we'll go catch enigma again tmr. and i'm in an awful potato couch mood, I wanna watch some movies! but i'm dead ass broke and I really need another job. On a happier note, the chevy is coming tmr on friday! a black chevy to drive around this year end and to school. what a way to end the year. i'm fretting over the petrol and cashcard tho, which is why I never complain about taking public commute - buses, trains and occasional cabs.
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ok mom came in with a stream of nice presents i must say though it is mad hilarious why someone would give her a big girls dont cry tank top(suspect recycled present) but she came in and destroyed my train of thought.
OMG now dad came in with some cash for meeee. OH MY SAVIOUR. LOVE YOU DADDY.
now i'm mildly excited. ok bye. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2009|08:01 pm] |
  Merry Christmas one and all. I hope you had a good one with your loved ones. I had great fun with my friends and family and its been one of the most memorable christmas' for me. I have tons of pictures up on facebook, cuz posting it up on livejournal is becoming a chore. and I will be having a mega sale soon because I really need to start on clearing up my room. and i blog alot lesser now because I tweet more haha. stephseah
for christmas this year, I had fun with my friends at my place, homecooked dinner with beebers and christmas party with my family and relatives, christmas lunch and shopping with my sister at din tai fung and i learn to play l4d2! hahaha its fun. presents wise, beebs bought me the heels I wanted, oh bless him for that. hahah. and he just excitedly unboxed the razer deathadder mouse I bought for him. we're gonna l4d in a jiff! I also got tons of nice clothes, make up, an awesome studded bag from Alicia, Mango purple jacket from Mom, and an amazing curler from my aunt. how in the world did she know i wanted it! haha. I tested it on Lucas' hair. it makes awesome curls man. lucas wasnt too pleased. ok we're gonna play l4d nw yayyyyyy!! bb. |
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